Thursday, October 13, 2005

All Alone

This week we have had PBL (project based learning) week, quite nice, I was doing teather with Emmi. Well, all my roommates and very close friends are off campus, the last one left yesterday at around 19.00, so I have had the room to myself for quite a while. It is nice though. Simple and relaxing, and since my computer is not working I am not fretting over my EE or TOK (I have gotten the new keyboard, so when HÃ¥vard comes back, my comp will be back up and running). I hang out quite a bit with Ace and Bunny though. Yesterday we played RPG untill something like 3.30 last night. Bunny was DMing for the fist time... And I have learned to play 'zombies', really usefull learning this week..

It is weird having third years back, so far it has been Emmi, Ace and Lousie. It is nice, but weird since when I see one of them they sometimes remind me that for them this is all over and in May so is it going to be for me. There is no going back after that, even if you come visiting this place will never be the same. I am slightly freaked out by that fact, I am not ready to give up this place yet. I don't know if I will be in May, but I for sure am not now. I know this a very used clishé but still it aplies to this place; it is a dream and I do NOT want to wake up yet, I want to turn around and sleep a little bit more. Right now it feels like those slightly uncomfy moments in the early mornings when you know you'll have to wake up soon, but you try as hard as you can to sleep and dream a bit more. This week have been a moment like that, now I just want to turn around and lull myself back to sleep...

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