Oh fuck

oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck

Why the fuck. I HATE myself sometimes.
I brought this down on myself
Faen
I am scared. I don't know what will happen now, and it scared the living daylights out of me.
I need Bunny and Claire here now, to drag me out of this and hold me and tell me it will be ok.
Because it won't. I am so screwed.
And it is my own damned fault.
fuck