A change of character

Things are changing, I am changing. Tonje needs a break. Snow is taking over. I need the cold indifference only she can offer. So if I seem cold you know why. Don't worry I am really ok. I need not to care what the heck I am doing to myself for a while. I know what I am doing and why. It has nothing to do with you. It is all in my head, and that is where I prefer it to be. So if you want to make me feel better, just give me the alcohol or water pipe I want or need at any given moment. I plan to drown my thoughts in work, alcohol and waterpipe. I don't care if it is bad for me. I really couldn't care less.

(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give in to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
-Down with the Sickness by System of a Down

The broken pieces are never getting back together.
Never Again.

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,

You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
-ATWA by System of a Down