Turn me on.

Am lying here listing to Kevin Lyttle 'Turn me on', don't know why but I strangly enough like that song. Weird, it is not really my type of music, it just hit me. Same with Molotov's 'Here we kum', I don't even get the lyrics.

Nice and calm, alone in the room. Danna and Lorena in host family untill tomorrow, Maja in Sweden, Isa somewhere with her friend, Anton visiting Polina, Cheryl with Håvard, Thomas yearbooking, Bunny and Nat in Bergen. It is nice, sometimes I really miss being alone. After all that is how I grew up, alone in my own world. As long as I have music, I don't need people. At least not right now. Spent a fair amount of time today reading, a horrible book for Norwegian. And the only music that fits the book is classical, so consequently I listnened to classical today, haven't done that for ages. Have never really done it, I have never been a classical person. I have been into almost every other kind of music, but classical and jazz, and yeah I know I have missed a lot there. Home made coffee, very, very good. I have a mystery matchbox on my desk that I am not allowed to open 'till the 15. I wonder what it is, I think it is from Bunny, the hand writing looks like her's. Yes I love just lying here, on the couch. That is one thing I miss about being home, being alone, on my own, but not lonely, never lonely. The times I am most lonely is in big crowds, or when I am with only couples, but I guess everybody feels that as well. Or when I am with freinds and I know I should be happy, but ain't because there is someting missing and I don't know what or not how to get it, and you have to fake happyness. But right know I am only one step away from feeling completely happy, only one and it feels good.