I am packing down my life here. Leaving this place forever. It feel very weird packing down what has been my home, my little private room, me. They have put us (ie the second years) as alummi now. It feels wrong. I don't feel ready for this. I have so much more to do. So many roleplaying sessions to run. So much food to try out. Movies to see. God I am not ready to leave yet. At the same time I am happy I am leaving, I don't think I would be able to like another 6 months here.
Now Cheryl, Danna, Bunny and I are making penis pasta, Cheryl gave them to me for my B-day and now we're having a girls night, or evening rather. I was just up at Kip's for this advisor thingy, we had very good food, BBQ-chicken, Pizza and homemade bread. Maybe that's a good idea, I have some flour left, maybe I should make one more round of garlic bread.
I was thinking wether or not I should take down the insides of my bed, I want to be done packing but at the same time I am not sure of how it will feel sleeping in my bed without all the stuff in it. But I am happy that I am not going straight home, I have lost most of my close freinds home and I think going home would make me feel even more alone.
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I know you do, you made it pretty clear I know
Ah well, tough times ahead but such wonderful ones too! And yes, the insides of your bed, take them out last. I took mine out... too early. Felt like shit sleeping in my bed for the last nights when there was like nothing there. Not pleasant.
Took mine down already as well... Only the big calendar still there...
Feels wierd. But the worst part is that I am not that sad anymore.. I am actually getting used to the thought of leaving two years of my life behind. I am getting prepared to leave, and that scares me even more than the intitial prospect of leaving did...
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