Exited and Terrified...

Two hours.. My grand adventure starts in two hours. Coffee is brewing downstairs. I am going to write this, take a shower, go downstairs and maybe watch another episode of firefly with my mom and little brother before I leave. My mom is following me to Gardermoen (you know the airport north of Oslo), I asked her to, then I don't have to be all alone in the big world yet. Other students' parents follow them all the way to college. I am a little scared of the busride from Boston to Noho. I am terrfied of the passport controll. What if they don't let me in? Don't know why they shouldn't though, I have all my papers in order and everything is fine.. But what the hell do I do if they don't? I am exited and terrified.