Game Over

Episode 12 of Pure Pwnage is out, have been out for a few days acctually. I just watched it today and I fell in love with thatshow again. Jeremy mentiones Norway... It is the season finale and I just loved the last few minutes of it. You get to see Kayle's face and a full list of credits, meaning everybody's name. It is pretty cool. It has made me so want to get back into gaming. There is not really that many gamers here, at least not that I know of. I know of me and one more. If anybody have a version of CS they want to give me...(hint hint) I so want to play CS again, I miss gaming with the gaming gang at RCN. And now it looks like my computer won't run D&D Online (yep, you know you are a geek when).
Walked down to Modern Myths today with Kayleigh, ended up buying lastest issue of Dungeon and Mind Eye Theater's vampire larp book, which is the rules we go by in the Arkham. Oh, and Kinë (Kayleigh's character) and Sarah (mine) have some great plans which I can't reveal yet, but I might be able to do on Sunday.
Tomorrow is Othsomething Cromwell day, meaning afternoon classes off. Great, since I don't have afternoon classes at all. But I was indeed thinking about attending some of the stuff going on anyway. 8 o'clock Math class tomorrow morning, then Engineering canceled but my group is meeting anyway and then Chinese class, and the teacher said he had something speasial planned for us, somehow that freaks me out even more. I had a very bad day yesterday, I only had two classes as I do on tuesdays, but in one of them we had an Engineering paper due (the group had this due) and because the other thing I had was a chinese test, I could not contribute a lot on monday and yesterday I felt that I had somehow failed my group, let them down, not pulled my own weight and disapointed them. Those of you who know me well, know how much I hate disapointing people, how much it eats me up inside and makes me want to hinde in a corner and just cry. And on top of this I did badly at the test, so the hours I spent prepareing for that was wasted, I could have used them with my group working on the paper. In short I felt very bad yesterday. I went and talked to the professor, I just need someone to talk to. She was quite helpful, among other things she proposed that I go and talk to someone professional. I might, it guess it would be nice talking to somewho could give some good advise.