Screaming...

Riddles:
Still a song
Out of the ruins
Out from the wreckage
Can't make the same mistake this time
We are the children
The last generation
We are the ones they left behind
And I wonder when we are ever gonna change it
Living under the fear till nothing else remains

Rant:
Updated todo list:
Do Math Take-home test *Am almost done
Finish Engineering portfolio *Half way there
Study for Chinese Final *I am doing my best
Do Chinese Final
Buy Presents for Mom, Dad, Hope *done
Wrap presents *done
Figure out if I can fit all the stuff that needs to go home in one suitcase *working on this, looks good so far
Figure out my weight limit on the plane *2 x 23 kg
Go to Reenacting the past dinner *done
Pack things to go home *working on it
Clean room
Sell books
Figure out if there is anything I need to go home
Find books to read on the plane *found one "Children of Dune", thanks Hope.
Go to CECE and weather proof the elephant
Set up card weave for the plane ride
Download podcast and podiobooks
Work *Done, yay
Have a plotting night with Kayleigh *Does not look like this will happen
Rework the world history for my larp *Think I'll work on this on the plane
Return Marivic's fridge *done
Go to LARP *done
Sign up for Christmas dinner with Solgløtt *I have put little brother in charge of this
That looks pretty nice, right?

I am leaving on wednesday, and am going to spend the night in Boston with Anton. I am soo looking forward to going home, I really can't wait. Tomorrow I am meeting up with Ed for dinner, going to be nice, I have not seen him in half a year, even though we are living quite close.
Hope left today. I miss her already, kind of odd, I could not see her an entire day and not miss her this much. I think it is the knowledge that she is not here.
These last few days I have been working like a maniac on my engineering and math, I have written an average of two essays a day, worked for 2-3 hours a day on math and about the same for chinese, more today, logically enough. My chinese final is tomorrow, and I am really freaked out by it.
About an hour ago I went outside and did the before-final scream. I think I might have lost my voice, but kind of fun. Not as fun as the IB go home banner though..

Now pick up and fold laundery. Then bed. Get up at 6 to prepare for final, my final is at 9 if you want to send some positive thoughts my way. And then more work on math and engineering...