I wanna dance

At the devil's party nothing's a sin
At the devil's party we know where you've been
If we're all right then tell me who's wrong
The love in a war, where do we belong?
I might believe it's love, you might believe it's war
At the devil's party there's no light from the sun
At the devil's party, now, life's a loaded gun
More or less? No, less is more
Go on and be my guest
Where do we belong?
- Devil's Party by INXS

I have had this strange urge to go partying... I wanna go to the gay bar in Brussels where I spent an evening with one of the sexiest guys I have yet had the pleasure to meet. God that was a fun evening. Also when one of the girls I with bumped into someone rather hard on the dance floor, turns to say sorry and the guy just looks at her and then at her cleavage (she was wearing a rather low cut top) and goes 'you know that is not gonna help you here?'... And then her respons 'yep'. And another of the best things. I was 15 (or 14, don't remember) and guess who was not among the people they IDed at the door? Yep. It was a place with an 18 year age limit. *Grin*
A week alone in Brussels.. It was so insanely fun. I got hooked on gay bars, Belgian Waffles, Chocolate and the feel of European cities.
Then another of those those partying experiences. Flekke, second year. A bunch of my second years came back and threw us a giant party. I had already drunk most of my alcohol for that week the day before so I only had a few beers in my system and ended up being the one in my gang who got all the drunk ones on a taxi and home. And then I ended up dancing with the guy I was in love with, a lot, just him and I, very close. And I realized that I could settle for that. That I could settle for this fake resemblance of love. It was an odd and at the time very good feeling. Now I realize how fucked up it was, but you need to understand that this was after having gotten my feelings properly played for nine or ten months by this guy. And then a few weeks later he went and properly broke my heart, but that is another story.
I wanna go partying. I wanna feel other people around me. I wanna not give a damn about how I look or feeling clumsy or anything. I just wanna go dancing