Numb Brain

Yesterday Bunny took me drinking. I really needed that. I needed to get to the point where you can't keep one thought in your head for a very long time. Basically I needed to stop thinking. And it felt good. Just not thinking, not worrying about anything, nothing mattered exept the moment and talking to my freinds. Discussing anything and everything, life, home, the risk of getting busted, RPG and gaming. Just felt so good. I have had quite a though week, not the worst but hard. In five days I had all in all 25 hours of sleep, now on the sixth day we're counting 33, one of our teachers wants to do a sleep surevy and I am discovering how little I sleep. But yeah, when I woke up this morning I had a head ache and my brain was numb with pain. And it felt so good, another few hours of not being able to worry about anything else than my head. Some times I wish I could stop the thought in my head for ever.