With You..

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

Pre chorus:
It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You
Now I see
Keeping everything inside
You
Now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back

Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
With you

Chorus (3x)
-Linkin Park.

Yesterday I had a 2-3 hour long conversation with Thomas. IT started out as weird and ended up as even stranger. It is weird not to feel anything for a freindship one used to treasure. Yesterday I couldn't care less if the freindship ended right there and then. It didn't though. Seems like we're gonna give it another try. I don't know how I feel about it anymore. In one sence I miss him as a freind and at the same time I simply do not have the energy to keep it going. To many things are happening, between them homework and my other friends take all my time, even when I combine them, like laying in my bed, doing homework with three or four others sitting in my corner. That ended up being what Thomas and I decided on doing, try to spend more time in the same room without fighting, try to study together since we happen to be in the same physics class and boh do math HL. I wonder how this will end. But I don't have time to worry. Weird, this friendship used to mean so much...