Bad Boys

Bad boys,bad boys whatcha gonna do whatcha gonna do?
When they come for you? Bad boys bad boys whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do whatcha gonna do when they come for you?
- Bad Boys by Bob Marley

Ok, so I have been bad. I had nicotine after almost three months of. Just one water pipe. One coal. Not bad, considering... It took a bit getting used to smoking again. Smoking alone doesn't feel right though. I think the pipe is gonna come with me. I have a feeling it will get used more when I am with Ulrika and Sonia than here. But damn, I had forgotten how good mint is. And you know, the tobacco from Hong Kong was still good. That is amazing. It's been over a year since we opened that package. What we can learn from this, sealing the bag really helps. But yeah. Had a pipe yesterday, and now I want more. For some reason I want a cig. Why? I don't even like cigs that much. I'll take a pipe any day over a cig. I guess it that you can smoke a cig alone. And the nicotine is really soothing. It was how I relaxed in Flekke and to be honest at Smith as well. Just being with Ulrika, Sonia, Gina, Dee and the gang. People who know where I come from and have been there themselvs. UWC is a really intence experience and you grow up fast, and unless you've been ther you won't understand. But both places the circle around the pipe have been a place I could be with friends who asked nothing of me, past that I pay for my own booze and chip in on the tobacco, and that I don't hug the pipe. The last two years have been so full of presure and then relaxing like that was so good. And I miss that here. Even if there is not really that much presure, I miss the circle and the nice fuzzy feeling of nicotine in your system. You know I don't smoke much when I get that feeling from nicotine and you know? That is how I like it...
But I have been a bad girl. I should never have started smoking in the first place. Peer presure. I wanted to see what all the fuss was about, and I liked it. I promised I would stop once I left Flekke, yeah right. I promised I would not smoke back home... Broke that promise yesterday... I won't bother making anymore promises... But yeah, I have been bad, feel free to yell at me.

And really, this confession is just an exuse to show you some lovely German bad boys and play that song, it's been running through my head all day. So not only am I a bad girl, I am also sneaky... :P