first of all. On yesterdays post. I am pissed and dissapointed with myself. And I feel that other people are too they just aren't telling me. I am very very ashamed by myself.
So to clear my mind I been sewing and finished the chainmaile juggling balls. At I have that. I am good at that. I am raised by a perfectionist and have become one myself.
When I am done with this post I am going to go and pack. I am looking forward to getting back to Smith. But it will be a long travel, especially with my foot. I went to the doctor yesterday to get a problem sorted and his solution was to put on this stuff that gives me blisters. And then I can scrape the blisters off in a week. Which means I am in pain. Walking will not be fun. Ah well. Don't have much of a choice. But it is warm and feels like I am getting an infection. Which means it is working, right?
I leave here at 5.30 AM (local time) tomorrow and hopefully arrive at Smith before 11PM, that should give me less than 24 hours of traveling. I just hope everything will go smooth. I am not in a shape for hickups. And I am looking forward to seeing Claire again. Will be so nice to be cuddled and held.

I might do another post before I leave, I might not. My mom and brother and I are planning to go see the Golden Compass tonight.