Afraid again...

Riddles:
So the deal this time is: I'll give you the first lines of some songs, you have to tell me which song and what artist..

Dec. 16
Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Dec. 17
Sweet boy, come in
I am the dark side of you
Die for my sins
Like the One once did
Cinnamon bed
For your unashamed appetite
A figurante
This dance will hurt like hell

Rant:
Not much really, I was just lying on my floor next to my suitcase (yes, I am packing, I am one of those people who back a week in advance) and my brain just went numb. It is a strange feeling. I was lying there for a while, trying to figure out why my brain went numb. I can not explain it, it was like I was outside my body trying to solve the riddle that is my life. It is a nice feeling and a scary one at the same time.
So, there I was, staring down at myself, and I relized what made my brain go numb, what have mabe me act weird all day. I am afraid. I am afraid of failing engineering, I am afraid I won't be able to do the math test, I am afraid I won't recognise the characters on my chinese test, I am afraid something will go wrong with my flight and I'll be stuck in Iceland or Boston. I am afraid of loosing Hope, I am just afraid of everything.


And happy belated birthday Emmi, miss you and your wise words.